{"id":36,"date":"2025-07-29T14:19:17","date_gmt":"2025-07-29T11:19:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/?p=36"},"modified":"2025-08-29T17:54:25","modified_gmt":"2025-08-29T14:54:25","slug":"kalem-ve-pencereler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/?p=36","title":{"rendered":"Kalem ve pencereler"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Uzunca bir s\u00fcredir i\u00e7imde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen bir d\u0131\u015favurum iste\u011fi ta\u015f\u0131yorum. \u0130lla ki anlaml\u0131 olacak \u015fekilde de de\u011fil. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 yazmak, akl\u0131ma gelenleri karalamak, bazen de g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimi payla\u015fmak istiyorum. San\u0131r\u0131m istedi\u011fim \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclenme iste\u011finden \u00f6te bir “g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclenebilme” iste\u011fi.<\/mark><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“duvarlar\u0131 y\u0131k ve kendine yeni bir a\u00e7\u0131dan bak<\/strong>“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0e17\u0e30\u0e25\u0e32\u0e22\u0e01\u0e33\u0e41\u0e1e\u0e07 \u0e21\u0e2d\u0e07\u0e15\u0e31\u0e27\u0e40\u0e2d\u0e07\u0e43\u0e19\u0e21\u0e38\u0e21\u0e17\u0e35\u0e48\u0e41\u0e15\u0e01\u0e15\u0e48\u0e32\u0e07<\/p>\n<\/div>

\"Renkli<\/figure><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

Her \u015feyin giderek artan bir h\u0131zda “yapay” zekala\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyada \u00f6zg\u00fcn \u015feylere ne kadar hasret kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 herhalde yaz yaz anlatamam. \u015eu aralar pek dilimden de d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyor zaten. Bu nedenle ge\u00e7en seneden beri defterim ve kamerama sar\u0131larak ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Birini kalemim di\u011ferini de pencerem<\/em> yapt\u0131m. Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 da modern zamana a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m sava\u015f ilan\u0131n\u0131n manifestosu<\/em> olarak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilirsiniz (tabi manifesto biraz fazla g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ka\u00e7abilir… beyannamesi<\/em> desek?).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bir yazar\u0131n amac\u0131, medeniyetin kendi kendini yok etmesini \u00f6nlemektir.

– Albert Camus (muhtemelen<\/a>)<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6zg\u00fcn “\u015fey”lerin insana empatiyi ve m\u00fc\u015fterek insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hat\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. \u00d6zg\u00fcnl\u00fck tan\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 ise s\u0131fatlar \u00fczerinden yapmay\u0131 sevmiyorum. \u00d6z\u00fcnde kovalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey “kendi” olan \u015feyler – benzersiz ya da s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 olan de\u011fil. “\u00d6zg\u00fcn” kelimesinin etimolojisi de bu de\u011fil mi zaten: “-\u00f6z ” (\u00e7ekirdek, i\u00e7) ve “-g\u00fcn” (sahip olan) \u2192 kendi \u00f6z\u00fcne sahip olan. Medeniyetin kendi kendisini yok etmesini \u00f6nl\u00fcyor muyum bilmem ama modern d\u00fcnyan\u0131n beni yok etmesini ancak kendimi d\u0131\u015fa vurarak engelleyebiliyorum. Belki de Camus “medeniyet” derken bunu kastetmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En nihayetinde kafamdaki bu pencereyi<\/em> bug\u00fcn aralayabildi\u011fim i\u00e7in mutluyum. Sevmedi\u011fim huylar\u0131mdand\u0131r – ben genelde bir i\u015fi kafamda detayl\u0131ca planlar, en iyi nas\u0131l yap\u0131laca\u011f\u0131na dair pratik yapar; ard\u0131ndan anl\u0131k bir \u015fekilde o i\u015fi tamamlam\u0131\u015f gibi keyif al\u0131r\u0131m. O i\u015f ise asla tamamlanmaz ve araftaki tamamlanmam\u0131\u015f planlar halkas\u0131nda di\u011fer asteroidlerin aras\u0131nda sonsuza kadar d\u00f6ner. Bu derinlere g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f fikir iki g\u00fcn \u00f6nce ben barda otururken yan masan\u0131n muhabbetine kulak misafiri olmamla g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00c7ocuklardan biri daktilo taklidi yaparak “al\u0131cam b\u00f6yle bi\u015fi’, sabahlara kadar yaz\u0131cam abi s\u00fcper olmaz m\u0131” dedi\u011finde akl\u0131mdan ge\u00e7en ilk d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce bu blog’u kurmak oldu. Bu an\u0131 vesilesi ile de yaz\u0131m\u0131za d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f bulunal\u0131m (yaz\u0131 fikri: “An\u0131lar\u0131n S\u00fcper G\u00fc\u00e7leri \u00dczerine”).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Beyannamenin<\/em> sonlar\u0131na do\u011fru gelirken (yok yok… bu da olmad\u0131, not defteri<\/em> desek?), bu yaz\u0131ya zaman ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f (kuvvetle muhtemel) bir avu\u00e7 dolusu okuruma kalemime<\/em> tan\u0131kl\u0131k ettikleri i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyorum. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hepinize bol asteroid ya\u011fmurlu geceler dilerim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Uzunca bir s\u00fcredir i\u00e7imde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen bir d\u0131\u015favurum iste\u011fi ta\u015f\u0131yorum. \u0130lla ki anlaml\u0131 olacak \u015fekilde de de\u011fil. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 yazmak, akl\u0131ma gelenleri karalamak, bazen de g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimi payla\u015fmak istiyorum. San\u0131r\u0131m istedi\u011fim \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclenme iste\u011finden \u00f6te bir “g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclenebilme” iste\u011fi. “duvarlar\u0131 y\u0131k ve kendine yeni bir a\u00e7\u0131dan bak“ \u0e17\u0e30\u0e25\u0e32\u0e22\u0e01\u0e33\u0e41\u0e1e\u0e07 \u0e21\u0e2d\u0e07\u0e15\u0e31\u0e27\u0e40\u0e2d\u0e07\u0e43\u0e19\u0e21\u0e38\u0e21\u0e17\u0e35\u0e48\u0e41\u0e15\u0e01\u0e15\u0e48\u0e32\u0e07 Her \u015feyin giderek artan bir h\u0131zda “yapay” zekala\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyada […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":52,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-klm","category-krlm"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=36"}],"version-history":[{"count":15,"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":133,"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36\/revisions\/133"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/52"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=36"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=36"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mertdem.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=36"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}